Looking For A Star

Went to sch this morning.KPA's 1st activity today.Was like a nerd standing beside before i get my KPA's t-shirt.rode Henry's 135 LC and Han Wen's 125X around the sch for fun.i prefer Yamaha's.LOL.Kuan Yu called the moment before the activity ends.Went to meet him and both of us went for Kassen to CS2.played for an hour at thr.left bout 12 and went for 'brunch'.went home after that.sis was thinking of want to go for a mv but mum didn't allow.she said that the traffic's going to be very jam.had porridge for lunch and watched tv until fell asleep.

Woke up bout 3 and dad just finish bathing.watch tv with him and sis wasn't in a very good mood.went to bath again and swept the floor.after that sis asked me to go for mv.checked the time online.sis wanted to watch a mv title'Looking For A Star',starring Andy Lau and Shu Qi.after both of us were well prepared we drove to Gurney.reached there bout 6.went to get tickets and my 'best friend' before heading to Coffee Bean.i ordered a cup of Belgian Choc because Kassen,Han Wen and JS had that yesterday and they said that it tastes good.sis ordered a piece of freshly made Chicago Cheese cake and pure white choc ice blended.met Yu Chun.after our tea time meal we head to the cinema.as it was still early and we stil couldn't get in so sis and i went to SenQ for a walk.sis's planning to get her own notebook.Yu Chun text me.asking for a game of pool.as time is close for the mv i rejected him.sorry pal.promise wil have a nice game with you when we meet next time.

The mv was something like comedy plus love story.it's a very nice mv that i'll recommend to all of you.feel sad when it's near the ending.the mv is about a very rich middle age guy falling in love with a very poor dancer.at first the girl didn't know that the guy is a rich guy.they were very happy and loving by that time.but one day,the guy finally decided to tell her the truth and woo her.but after knowing the truth the girl rejected him and start to get away from him.finally the guy managed to convince her and get her back.but.when they were about to get marry the girl was asked to sign a contract.a contract to ensure the guy's asset's guarantee by his mother.she feels stress and unhappy to face all those conditions as she is not interested with his money nor asset.what she wanted the most is him,the guy she really loves.they had a fight and the girl decided not to marry with him.the guy was very sad and he decided to woo the girl once again with his driver and secretary at a famous tv show.both of his driver and secretary managed to get their happiness except him.he's very dissapointed and upset.he went back to the place where he fisrt woo her.the girl appeared and finally a happy ending.but i was very sad after watching the mv.why is loving a person a very difficult task?the guy said that weal was once a crystal ball.one day it dropped from the sky to earth and broken.everyone manage to get their own weal if they try to.some will get more and some will get lesser.but for me,i dont feel like getting any.my tears dropped during the mv.i felt sad.no reason.

after the mv ends,i just kept quiet.sis asked whether what's wrong and i answered nothing.after that we went to BBQ Chicken to have our dinner.i ordered a set of fish cutlet and a glass of mango juice while sis ordered a set of chicken and milk.both of the sets taste good.when i was having my meal i saw a very familiar face passed by.that's 'her' with him.don't know why i felt sad and down more.my sis consoled me and called me don't ever think bout her again.i wanted to.but i stil need a lil bit of time...i kept quiet for all way long home.actually sis was planning to bring me to have a drink at uper Penang Road.but maybe she realised that i'm not in a good mood and worry that i'll drunk so she finally decided to send me home.Yes.i'm not in a good mood.Yes.the major reason is her.Yes.once again she manage to make me sad while she's having a great and sweet time with him.To her i'm just a looser.a fool.but don't worry.i'm sure i manage to get back to my life and find myself a BETTER one!I DON'T LOVE YOU LIKE I DID!I'LL FORGET BOUT YOU!!!TIME IS ALL I NEED!AND DON'T EVER BLAME ME AGAIN!I MIGHT BE WRONG,BUT THE BIGGEST FAULT I'VE EVER MADE WAS LOVING YOU!!!