Hurt!

once again i'm bec to blogspot.honestly.these few days i'm reali vry down and sad.reason?LOVE.our realtionship tat last for 16 months ended up in a very funny way.juz few days of arguements and this made our love end up.i knw that i might be wrong.i tried so hard just to get her bec!conclusion?it ends up with my tears fallin and she had a date with a guy,a guy that her fren likes for half a year.i looked bec the msgs tat i saved in my phone,suddenly i feel tat all those msgs are so funny!1 of the msgs was writen lk tis:i'll love u 10ever and i wnt change,i'm diff with them(my ex gf tat used to dump me as easy as drinkin water).bt finally?she follows their path.she said tat she wanted 2 be alone and she doesn't want to involve herself in any relationship whn i went to find her at her hse's downstairs last tuesday.bt few days later,her mum gave me a call.she asked me whether if she's with me?(she did not tel her mum tat we've broke up for some of her own purpose i thk).i answered no.soon after her mum hang up the cal,i called her fren.she told me somethg tat i reali cnt accept at all!she's datin for with a college guy!omFg!my tears drop down straight away after i heard tis...her fren is reali a vry gud fren!reali!even though she's sad too bt she asked me dun ever tel her abt tis.she hopes tat she cn be together happily with tat guy...i feel reali hurt!Y she cn change for so fast?!i tot tat she's totally different.at least she's a gud gal to me.bt i'm wrong!she's juz as same as others!those promises seems silly to me!i'll beside u forever,i'll only love u!wtf!wad i cn say is tat u're such an excellent liar!i suggest tat u should change ur ambition for being a designer to be an actress!i guarantee tat u'll be such a great actress and u might get an award!i wnt believe in any eternity love anymore!at least nt for nw!because i've seen a lot of frens or ppl around me badly hurt by all those sweet bt fake promises!included myself!i hope tat u'll realise ur mistake 1 day!even though i'm badly hurt by u,bt i stil love u!i'm such a fool!a fool tat badly hurt by u!